I am so frustrated right now that my thoughts will be scrambled and random. I have had a miserable last two days and I am not sure why. It could be hormone related- who knows. I am too much of a perfectionist and it drives me crazy. I want my OCD to go away forever and ever. But it wont. I came across to OCD related blogs and they were very inspirational to read. I am glad to know I am not alone in this world that feels the same way I do. They can truly understand and relate whereas my family really can't. They can try to understand but trying is the only possibility. Right now I honestly feel completely lost and dysfunctional. I feel like people are judging me at work. I don't know what it is I truly want in life. I don't know what is my OCD and what isn't. I feel lost. Completely lost. How the hell do I find myself, and what I am supposed to do in this world if my OCD has taken over? How do I deceiver the difference? Who-knows. But will I find a way. I sure hope so. Taking it one day at a time is the only possibility right now. I know this. I just hope this funk I am in goes the hell away. I honestly can’t think straight.
Things to remember:
Life isn’t a race. Slow the hell down.
Cherish everyday- don’t take life so seriously.
Schedule things if it helps.
Be healthy in everyway possible.
Avoid your OCD with your family.
Manage your time, and include a social life.
Get up with a positive attitude and make it last.
